Blame porn for erectile dysfunction?
This is my day. I wake up in the morning because of massive erection (I haven't jerked off for almost a week). In the evening I meet a girl I like. We are laying naked, kissing, but my willy is sleeping as if it was the deepest night. I come back home disappointed, turn on TV, accidentally see some nice girls, and have a superb jerk off. What's wrong with me? It's not that it was a bad day. This happens all the time. When I first met her I though it was because I was too nervous and couldn't relax. But now I've been seeing the girl for a while and I'm really at ease with her. She's 18, has incredibly tight body and the face so beautiful I can't stop smiling looking at her. We are having good time together and there is no pressure from her side. I'm healthy, non-smoker, non-drinker, non-junk food eater. When we lay together I find her body beautiful, but it doesn't make me aroused. It seems to be 100% non sexual. I tried to browse the web for explanation but nothing seems to apply to me. The only explanation I have at the moment is that my brain associated sexual pleasure with girls on the screen (I used to jerk off in front of TV or PC since I was a teenager). Sexuality has nothing to do with real human beings... Can this be true? How do I change that? (Watching porn together with the girl is out of question, I don't want her to experience that.)
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